A good friend once tried to convince me to trust and wait on the Lord. “Create a plan”, they said. Fast, pray, take time alone. “Make rules”, they followed with. What to say and what not to say. How to act and how not to act. “If you want wisdom, if you want answers.... trust and wait on the Lord.”
Trusting and Waiting.... why are these the two hardest things to do in my life? I want answers, I want certainty, and I want it now. I want to take hold of my life and the direction its going and decide what is best. For some odd reason I keep telling myself that I know what that is. Foolishness.
I find myself on an hourly basis worrying about where my life is going and who I’m going to share it with. I think about what I need to say to who, and what I can do to make sure I get what I want. I’ve found that I’m a little too far ahead of myself though. Because I thought I knew what I wanted, and to be honest I still think I do. But in the end it comes down to him. It comes down to me trusting and waiting. It’s the scariest thing i’ve ever began to embark on in my life, and I’m afraid.
A good friend once told me, “God is not a safe, but he is good.”
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
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